Tuesday, March 27, 2007
guess how i remember the fractionating column?
Punctual
PettyNobodyKeropi (Lim)Desperately
LovesBoxers
xP created this twisted version during maths.
tomorrow is adam khoo workshop already!
report to school later, dismiss later...
finally got aircon. HAHA!
wonder how's it gonna be like.
i think SQJ is paranoid.
she probably keep thinking that i wanna find her.
can be seen from her actions..
today made her boyfriend wait for her for so long.
SQJ is SQJ. chatterbox is chatterbox, understand?
i failed geography common test!
got like 6 out of 25 for the SEQ.
think i should really really STUDY...
after being stressed up by the file check.
after performing way below my standards.
plus the fact that exam is less than 1 month away.
all my results this term so far are very bad.
got my first B4 for chinese.
then C5 for amath.
B3 for emath.
F9 for history.
D7 for geography.
maybe for people who get straight F9s, this is considered good.
but for me, its really about slacking & underperforming.
my results last year werent anywhere near this.
and all i could do is laugh during lessons.
kinda feel ashamed of myself... im just rotting away.
i've been laughing most lessons.
i never pay attention during any humanities subject lessons.
i sleep during any maths lesson.
i dream during any science lesson.
i pretend to pay attention during language lessons.
i would say, last year's results, were really a cause of being hardworking.
but this year, everything's gone...
i can still get last year's results even by enjoying and going out.
but im really doing too much of that to even study.
so im barely passing now.
there isnt much homework given for the weekend.
because the teachers want us to enjoy during adam khoo.
but it's really up to me if i wanna study at night.
the mid year exam will really show everything...
i can only make use of that so much time left now to destroy all evidence of slacking...
i really regret SLACKING!
no doubt its the easy way out, but its not practical.
rather, its DUMB.
once again, G admitted he hadnt done his best to teach us.
but just as the case last year, it was my laziness.
i really feel guilty. but definitely not guilty enough to make the change and stop slacking.
when i fail 1 more chemistry test or exam, maybe then, i will realise the pain & guilt of it.
i failed once again @ 5:50:00 pm
