Sunday, March 25, 2007
finally squeezed a tiny bit of time for me to use the computer...
been so so so busy with filing. and there's still more work to do.
im just taking a break now. from e maths. later will do a maths.
then wait for a maths day tomorrow, as usual...
i dreamt of bigcouz last night.
it was like as if our relationship was very close.
but in reality, we aren't that close.
she's really really so good to me.
am i really ready to get that A1 for chemistry midyear?
am i up to it yet?
received our midyear exam schedule.
its only 1 month & 1 day away.
and there's a whole bunch of things to handle right now.
i cant wait to step down from artclub!
im hoping it's not compulsory for secondary 4s to go x-country.
yes, because there's loads of things to do, really.
at least last year was after MYE, this year is before MYE...
and my parents will be away from 5 april till 9 april.
economics project is scheduled for submission on 2nd april.
which is like next next week. there's NO TIME to do it this week.
assuming the fatigue will be overwhelming from adam khoo each day.
so im only left with the weekends. we arent even meeting for discussions.
and i dont have a printer to print out any info that i can find too.
there's also not much time to design the logo for that stupid competition.
almost every weekday is booked.
i used to reach home at like 6plus or 7pm each day last night, but i at least have the time to complete most of my homework in school. this year is totally different. i reach home at 5plus or 6pm each day right after school dismisses, without any work being done yet.
yesterday was so busy too.
went to JRL to do homework in the morning till evening.
then went to IMM to look for printer & for dinner.
only got to reach home at like 9pm.
by that time, i was already tired from being out the entire day.
i still have a math trigo differentiation worksheet to do, e math transformation worksheet, 3 physics worksheet. and my stupid irritating mother is nagging at me to iron my school uniform since afternoon. WHATEVER! i need to do my school work, unless she un-enrols me.
i pledge i WILL strain my ear to hear what ms lim is teaching from the next lesson onwards. she's so bloody pissing me off. what the heck? at least i bothered to raise my hand to ask her what question she's at, and the most she could do was to give an irritated face and answer me in that tone? it isnt like i dont wanna hear, but its that i CANT hear. there's a difference. and obviously, she doesnt understand it. since the beginning of this year, im always the first to hand in her TYS work. its only because of my interest. but now, i dont care anymore. i asked myself whether is it i choose to pretend not to be able to hear or is it that i really cant listen. the fact is, its the latter. i really can say this from the bottom of my heart that this is true. it isnt anything against my conscience. i have nothing to fear at all. i shall see how the subsequent lessons proceed. i will take one final test to see if it's just problem with her attitude or she did it unintentionally. she's done that thrice, if she does that another time, i will STOP asking her anything anymore.
i failed once again @ 5:18:00 pm
