Thursday, March 22, 2007
i seriously hate her!
she's picking on me lah.
for no particular reason.
great! im like finding all the unnecesary attention from teachers for myself.
stupid kokila. said she doesnt have my worksheet when i was the 1st or 2nd person to hand it in & she wanted me to redo it. bloody hell! what the heck is she. just a teacher lah. i dont care. i just wrote missing on the file. got alot of missing on my SS file, but i dont care. principal call then call lor. like i care lah. CH is just a stupid waste of my time. whatever work i do for her, i get marks like 2 to 4 out of 12 or 13. and she has never told me or pointed out why is it that i always get that marks too. she seriously got something against me lah. purposely made me arrange the files for her. then forced me to join the stupid competition. bloody hell lah! i hate joining competitions lor. if not why did i reject ms liao and mr g when they asked me to join? and that idiot wants the work to be submitted to her like 2 months plus before the submission date most probably so that she has so much time to scrutinize every single detail of the work. she's bloody pissing me off. forced me to take part in competition & she didnt want to tell me to meet her, she made someone pass the message to me so that i sacrifice my recess to go find her highness. and know what? stupid 138 teachers just cant pick up the phone lah. i called very long before someone finally picked it up and kokila was actually in the staffroom. then she told me to find her after school. what the heck! she's wasting my time & making fun of me lah. want to see me and make me run here run there. not funny lah! its she wanna see me, not i wanna see her. damn it! then after school went to find her & she made me wait super long for her highness. i bet she went into the staffroom to chat with the teachers lah. whatever! wasted my time and i forgo lunch. the whole of english remedial i was starving. bloody hell! then she was so rude. just shoved the paper to me and told me to read it myself. wahlao! cant even explain at all. thanks lor! then english remedial i got scolded by latimer for not doing her work unintentionally because i was dreaming and didnt know such a piece of work existed. and great, i have to submit it to her tomorrow morning the first thing i reach school and i have to get some innocent teacher to be the messenger to leave it on her table. i understand that this is my fault. but when doing english remedial summary, i was damn hungry lah. starve until stomach pain already. and its all bloody kokila's fault. all i ate was like 1 packet of biscuits for recess, 2 sweets in between lesson and 1 bread for breakfast to last me till 530pm when i reached home and cooked maggi mee for myself to eat. all the teachers are pissing me off lah. i told ms lim i couldnt hear her today and asked if she could speak louder and she was so straightforward and said 'NO! i cant.' thanks lor! she claims that she has a throat problem. its not her fault lah, but why is it that mrs loh has throat problem and i can hear her but i cant hear ms lim? because ms lim doesnt wanna use her mic. bloody hell! and im missing out on all that she's saying because she has that bloody throat problem. im damn irritated by all of them lah. i seriously cant hear her and all she says is that she has a throat problem. at least she can not be that straightforward or perhaps say that she will use a mic next time. but know what? i told her and she went to talk about her school story that she was scared of sitting at the back cos of this reason. so she's just indirectly blaming me for sitting at the back lah! whatever. its not my choice can. next time i ask her whether she can write bigger, i bet she's going to say 'NO! i cant. my hand is very small cos i cannot write bigger.' whatever lah. shit lor. its a stupid excuse can. scold people scold so loud. teach then teach softer. i dont know what shes up to lah. im not gonna do her piece of ws 6 lor. because im serious about not being able to hear her speak. and i was like the 1st person to hand in my file yesterday and today she brought it back and gave it back to me for more filing. and know what? my file came back wet to me. whatever! she's just so bloody irritating. all the teachers are like making me mad now. im like being observed by most teachers already. whatever! im just seriously bloody fed up with ms lim and ms kokila. piss me off only. and somemore, still have their lessons tomorrow. good!
ever since school reopened, all these bloody problems are coming to me. sucks lah. like what? everything my fault. i know im slacking during many lessons but there are lessons which i really pay attention okay. get at me lah. whatever! i bet they're all like getting at me cos im talking during their lessons. but heck, what's wrong with it man?
i bet tomorrow when i go find ms liao, ms lim will see it and im gonna like create more trouble for myself lah. whatever lor! i really give up already. all these teachers are making my blood boil. its so freaky irritating. getting on my nerves. im failing almost all that i could lah. and im seriously underperforming with my first ever B4 in my entire life for chinese and that bloody C5 for a maths which i've not been in contact with since term 1 2006. whatever lor. and the teachers just cant gimme a break. all of them are getting at me. i tell you one day when im seriously fed up with everything and especially if ms lim cant speak louder, i'll just sit at the teachers' table during her lesson. i PAY school fees not to learn lip-reading.
im in a totally foul mood yesterday because of some bloody irritating stuffs. and obviously, things didnt get any better today. i suppose this chain of bad luck is gonna follow me till tomorrow. whatever! i need some peace right now before i continue doing my work for latimer which is due to my fault. and the stupid SBQ for kokila. and chemistry, geography, economics file all tomorrow. english file by monday. i cant remember what the heck she said about maths files or did she even say it in the first place?
im really entertaining shit now. gritting my teeth for everything that happens. im just bloody pissed off with all the stuffs lah. it all seems to be my fault. and there's still the stupid econs project to do when my internet isnt working properly. plus i have to photostat economics articles when my printer is spoilt. whatever, im just not gonna photostat, just submit the original copies. whatever, it's not my fault right?
and i bet im gonna fail english also. i tell you im failing all that i can this term lah. that bloody compre is so damn difficult. i know i fail and that's it. i probably get a single digit score even. and the chinese mock exam is like stupid. i have nothing to write about and whatever. perhaps i'll get my 2nd B4 for chinese in my life or get my first C5 for chinese in my life.
and i think x-country is like compulsory for sec4s. i dont know yet. it seems to be compulsory, if not peter lim would not be dumb to tell us the information. even though i seriously wish its optional for sec4s. plus we dont even know where the heck is turf city lah. whatever! the stupid school is making us go to all the weird places these year lor. thanks lah! cant they just let the sec4s off? we wanna study in peace for our o levels. first its the level camp, then the half day off, then the CNY holidays, then the games day, then its gonna be adam khoo, then x-country next. and with all these stupid events interfering, they're expecting us to make css express band 1! bloody hell. just for the sake of band 1, we have to put up with the school's nonsense of going back even on saturdays. what's the point of 5 day work week? so that you can work OT on saturdays and get paid extra? WOW! they can just let the sec4s off right?
and our exam area will be so strategic and conducive lah. i dont even know why the school stupidly choose that area there. imagine the other students will be directly above us, directly opposite us, and when their paper ends, they'll just cheer and we'll hear everything clearly in the midst of doing our papers. good lor! and during O levels, the sec3 classes above will be going back for their 3 weeks lesson and while we are doing our papers, we'll hear the teachers teaching and probably get our answers from the teachers too right? thanks lor! such great ideas the school have.
and our class bloody projector still isnt working so every lesson we'll have to be damn old-fashioned and use whiteboard and boring lessons whatever. and teachers who survives on projectors for a living, we'll have to move to AV room 2 and forgo our 10minutes break. whatever! its been like months already. new school somemore. and so it happens the projector screen in our class is installed crooked. such good facilities for the top 2 classes which are supposed to be producing pupils with 9a1s. what???? you're treating us like shit and u want us to do that? wait longer. dream on!
i failed once again @ 6:30:00 pm
