Thursday, April 12, 2007
IM DAMN FUCKING PISSED OFF!
i dont care about the chemistry common test. the thing is actually i 'vomitted' out everything from her so-called MODEL O LEVEL ANSWERS and you know what? all of those i am short of 1 mark to get full for the question. MODEL O LEVEL ANSWERS lah.. model somemore lah.. go do catwalk lah. damn ass frog! MODEL LOR! i not only lost marks, but the most important thing is that i lost my skills of phrasing answers. cant she just let me learn on my own? im not a 3 year old toddler, i dont need you to spoonfeed me with answers. last year, i could do way better with my own phrasing. now, you made me lost the skill of phrasing. that's the only thing i wanna thank you for! bloody asshole.
that one above is just a 0.01% contributing to why im angry. its not significant at all.
the real reason is that she TOLD ME TO GO FOR A HEARING TEST! fuck her man. in primary school, i've been living hell with teachers & the principal but know what? this is the MOST INSULTING COMMENT i ever received from a teacher. who does she think she is? very big lah. malnutritioned jackass! its so not funny okay. i didnt scrutinize her for her throat problem... i just suggested her using mic. i didnt mention anything about her throat problem at all and she told me to go hearing test. im so bloody pissed off! even when i was in primary school, even when i steal, people never said such insulting things to me. even when i broke the law, no one ever said such insulting things to me. what they say might be a bit insulting, definitely not any insulting than what she said to me, but WTH! they said it only because i broke the law. now, she's saying such insulting things to me when i did no wrong. ENOUGH of the shit. she's been treating me like a piece of crap. 1 thing i have to say is, my brother has hearing problems since young, but i DO NOT. however, its SHE who have the throat problem and refuses to use the mic. i WILL never ever acknowledge her as my chemistry teacher! she's not anyone who exists in my life. why the heck must she take every single available opportunity to insult me? plus, its not only I who complain of not hearing her. i really really really give up this stupid 'argument' thing. i will never ever talk to her again. the last time i said it, i didnt keep my word. this time, i make sure i keep my word. its not worth my time talking to someone who has throat problem. even qi'en, she tries to use sign language which i can understand. and i can tell that qi'en's throat problem is maybe a million times worst than ms lim's. and for tomorrow's lesson, i have already planned with piriya to move all the way to the front to ensure that we hear her, loudly and clearly.
this blog, i've treated it as a personal space already, at least temporarily. that's why i locked it up and only a few of you have the access here. im not making it public because im posting really negative comments about teachers who are getting on my nerves, and its not supposed to be publicized. that's only what I think of her... and its not meant to be affecting any others' perspectives of her.
WE ARE ALL HUMAN BEINGS. HOW YOU TREAT ME WILL BE HOW I TREAT YOU IN RETURN. that's all i have to say... its reciprocal.
i failed once again @ 4:30:00 pm
