Thursday, April 19, 2007
think today is among the better days i had.
LOL! because i was actually doing work while enjoying myself and also eating enough. how long have i been unable to do these stuffs together in a single day?
1 strange thing i realised about the singapore education system.
everyone has to report to school early in the morning. MOE disrupt students' sleep. then go to school, majority of the lessons in the classroom, you'll realise that the front row lights are switched off. it isnt the students' fault when they fall asleep in class okay. why singaporeans get myopia? simply because of trying to save electricity...
gotta like rush out my stupid chinese letter writing tonight. it was supposed to be due yesterday but i escaped it. other than that, i only have the accumulated stack of physics and amaths worksheet and chemistry mye 2006 P2, so it isnt too bad. i completed P1 during physics lesson. weekends will be super busy, gotta clear the accumulated work & complete all the mindmap assignments.
finally, or at least i think tomorrow afternoon will be free. so far, no activities. margaret didnt say anything about maths make-up. HAHA! hopefully tomorrow will be a nice day.
saturday there's english from 930am to 12pm in the auditorium. more post-mortems for all the past exercises. and i still have a stack of english corrections to be done by monday.
monday is gonna be damn taxing. early in the morning, we have physics common test. topics tested is more or less covering the topics for mid year exam. then 1pm got MT mock exam again. after mock exam, e maths common test. its really so packed, no break at all. test & test non-stop. monday already got 3. then tuesday got chemistry spa skill 3 test again. wednesday so far nothing yet. thursday MT midyears. friday english midyears. there goes the whole of next week, burdened with tests & exam papers. my life is so screwed up.
kind of like good news! mr G has sent the geography notes for printing. so it means we'll get it before midyears! initially, he only wanted to give us after midyears because he wanted us to be self-reliant and make our own notes.
i said "clash of the science teachers!" right in front of ms lim today.
during english remedial today i was like so malu lah. talk too much already & too loud. i was imitating all our teachers lah. then suddenly adelaine turned back to look in my direction... so i tried not to talk too much even though i failed. sometimes, im really gaining some weird stares in class. but well, there are times i didnt even do anything and people turn to stare at me then went smiling at me after a while. freaky!
holy shit! my partner was caught for not paying attention during chemistry lesson today and the frog flared up because my partner couldnt answer her question and i was telling my partner the answer. what's her problem? people come into class late she also never threw tempers... only call them stand outside. HAHA! she never dares to call me during lessons. because she knows i know the answers to her questions. at least i know what she is teaching when i talk okay... even though i cant hear her. read up on my own lah! so simple.
the word "stress" somehow still doesnt exist in my life at this point of time. i know many people keep complaining about stress and whatever. i may be feeling it actually. its not that im not aware of me being stressed. rather, im too busy to think that im stressed to actually go feel the stress. no matter at which stage of life you're at, stress always exists. its just how you deal with it. when you were young, you do something which you consider difficult, people many years older would scold you for being stupid because you dont know how to do. those people scolding you feels that you have no stress because the task you're doing is so simple to them, but they feel they have the stress because as compared to someone younger than them, they have something more difficult to juggle. so what's stress? who cares about stress? the more you care about it, the more setbacks you're gonna face anyway. if people are really that busy, there's no time to feel the stress at all. stress is always there, whether you feel stressed or happy, its up to you to decide, decide which is better for you.
i failed once again @ 9:15:00 pm
