Saturday, April 28, 2007
to facilitate entrance into what used to be my damn personal blog, i have decided to remove the password.
irritating people... breaking into my blog.
trying to hack into my blog is equals to doing something behind my back lah, still dare say i say bad things behind others back.
i have already mentioned that the REAL people who were allowed access here have totally no idea who i was accused to have been backstabbing. its only until people in the class started breaking in, they knew what happened in class, so they knew who i was referring to. then someone started accusing me of backstabbing. if that's your definition of backstab, let it be. this blog was where i released really personal thoughts... where few or no people understand everything. i didnt backstab you, however, if you want, come up to me and call me a backstabber all you want. its your mouth!
and for the person who claimed to have respect for me till i destroyed it myself, i conclude that your words arent exactly true. if you had respect for me, why the hell would you not respect my privacy? i didnt force you to have respect for me, you just wanted to have it... how true can your words be? remember, action always speak louder than WORDS.
and to any others who happened to read and now have a bad impression of me.. let it be, its your feelings. i didnt do anything to you to affect it anyway. rather, its more like YOU PEOPLE broke into my world.
after people who were not invited here came, and because i dont know who they are as they didnt have a proper name on the tagboard, i really dont know who to trust and who not to trust anymore. so since i cant trust as many people as before, i opened up this really personal blog to let people intrude into my personal world.
the hurt has already been done. what cure is there?
uninvited people have read my really personal and deep thoughts.
more people reading my personal stuffs makes no difference anymore.
for me, password no longer makes a difference. the reason why is obvious.
1 final thing:
IF I DIDNT RELEASE MY NEGATIVE FEELINGS ON THIS PERSONAL AND PRIVATE BLOG, I WOULDNT HAVE DISCOVERED THE TRUTH THAT UNINVITED PEOPLE ARE READING IT, RIGHT?
i have no guilty conscience.
i failed once again @ 1:27:00 pm
