Saturday, August 25, 2007
bored studying.
giving up on CH. fail then just fail, must STRATEGIZE already. no point getting 2 Ds for both humanities anyway.
jc OR poly.
i prefer poly route, but it's like really hard to get into local University even though it's 15% of the cohort.
i feel jc is too demanding for me.
when i told my mother about pjc open house, she asked me if i going.
when i told her about njc open house, she said "go so good school for what? also fail."
HAI.
if i go poly, i most probably have to work part-time while managing my studies to cover for my expenses.
if i go jc, i can concentrate fully on studying.
but my interest lies in that poly course...
and i have already been offered a place.
should i just continue with it OR withdraw from it?
i don't know.
if i give up that poly course now, it'll only be worth it to go to a good jc -- probably like acjc or ajc or better ones. but like what my mother said, she kinda doesn't give me full support if i go there. she rather i go pjc or jjc... which is not worth it for me to give up my place for that course!
i have only until 5th october to decide everything.
i do want to go to a local university after graduating from pre-u institution.
my mother do support me going poly. but that's because she's not educated. she doesnt understand the education system in singapore.
my father has nothing to say at all... either its jc or poly. but i understand that he wants me to do well, then its fine.
so far, 4 teachers know that i wanna go poly. out of those four, two of them are like trying to discourage me from going. then 1 of them, though didn't say much, kinda doesnt like that idea. the other one, is kinda like neutral because he/she believes that its the students' future ultimately. right now, none of them knows that i've already been offered a place.
im still deciding...
but i'll still do my best for prelims.
i failed once again @ 2:46:00 pm
