Sunday, June 26, 2005
haix. school's reopened tomorrow. sho boredd. hahas. just now i was so into the homework mood that i actually managed to finish chinese composition 600plus words, english comprehension with summary, chinese newspaper review, chinese comprehension. whoa. can't actually believe it. most probably is because school reopen tomorrow. english should be nevermind, cause she don't collect the books often. hahas, so can slack a little. right now the homework i left with is the 2 summaries and 2 projects. ohmygod! gotta finish reading "xi you ji" within this week. somehow gotta force myself into the mood of reading. haix. scared tomorrow late for school, can't wake up. hahas. don't look forward to going back school lehs. so stress. this holidays ending i like it so much. beginning actually i was like sort of forced to do homework and cannot come online. then after camp i everyday morning play until evening. so angry with myself. then this last few days i tried to control myself. and i finished my homework happily, no stress! so great. hahax. haish. aiya. got scolded by mum yesterday. saying i used up my prepaid so fast. and it's like $18 only. 60 free sms. no free talk time. so damn lame. what the heck loh. people $20plus in a month also nevermind. blehx! sucks loh. then i said that. and she said different what. people rich mah, we poor mah. poor.. poor your head lah. poor then everytime go out still go buy useless things for what? buy useless things to show that we poor is it. siao! poor still buy 5 room flat. poor still move house last time. poor still anyhow spend money. poor still buy new phone. poor still switch on aircon everyday. poor still everytime buy clothes. poor still subscribe broadband. poor still keep using phone non stop. poor still keep fish at home. we indeed very POOR wors. too POOR until do all those DAMN NECESSARY things. haix.. perhaps my life isn't destined to be a good one. now, after she scolded me for using the handphone, which is lame, cos what for give me a phone if she scolds me when i use it, i don't feel like owning one anymore. firstly, it's so old, don't even have colour. then she scolds me when i use it, what kinda logic is that loh. scold people when they use handphone. -.- might as well take the phone and throw it away loh, i also don't mind at all, those kinda old phones, go rubbish chute maybe also can find a newer one. blehx. somehow my mother is one who must do something all the while when she's awake, haix. then if she never watch television or cook or play computer games or iron clothes or bathe or talk on phone or chat with father or read newspaper, then she will look for something to do. and that something always result in scolding me. haix. now school reopen hope is better.
i failed once again @ 9:10:00 pm
