Tuesday, September 13, 2005
for once.. i feel really very tired. haish. i really don't know about my future. when mr elfie said about the what we study now, and our future work is related. then i was like.. i don't wanna be a scientist. but i just know i don't want it, i just want some relaxed work. hais. then sometimes i hope to get into the econs class, cos of the econs subject, which is quite attractive to me. but then again, the marks for it is based on humanities. so afterall, i may not be able to get in. triple science is what i always wanted. but then, i don't wanna be a scientist. and top 40.. i don't think it's easy. and what with the heck of the exam format changing. what the heck. now we don't have to study at all. we just take one exam. they don't test us on contextual knowledge, then how to see if we got learn? MOE still keep cancelling off topics. i think we don't even need contextual knowledge liao. don't pay attention during lesson also can. english paper is just comprehension passage. chinese paper is the zong he tian kong, 2 comprehension MCQ, and 1 comprehension passage. so, we study so hard no use mahx.. wah lao.. now hor, even exams also not like exams. they test us on this kind of reading things. but don't care about what we learn.. want test then test all mahx.. aiya.. anyway, MOE got the rights. they want do what let them do till they grin from ear to ear. anyway, next time singaporeans stupid and low contextual knowledge, it's MOE's plan what, they should be happy and proud of us singaporeans. then there's another problem.. i don't know whether to go JC or Poly. i guess many people in 2/5 would go to JCs in the future. but im not those who is so hardworking.. i just wanna pursue a relaxed life where i can juggle everything i want to do. i don't wanna be obsessed with any single thing. mum said before that i should go to poly. i also feel like going poly. but sometimes, i still feel that JC is a better choice. but sometimes i feel weird, i have made choices, but i just can't choose between them anymore. if im going to a JC, i would want ACJC. if going to poly, i want either Ngee Ann or Singapore poly. but i just don't know whether to go JC or poly. i feel so confused. i really don't know what to do. haix.. people, pls enlighten me. although the time for this to happen will only come in about 2 years time. but sometimes, time really passes so damn fast that i don't even notice it.
i failed once again @ 8:43:00 pm
