Monday, October 24, 2005
we`re gonna make our choice for streaming soon. and i`m here being still so indecisive. today started off with reading. spot-check. he didn`t check me though. he just asked where charmaine was. needless to say. people like me, so guai, i won`t violate school rules one right, that`s why he don`t wanna waste time checking me. he rather eat? hahas~ um.. so after that, i couldn`t concentrate on reading. looked around... and waited so long. until finally we`re dismissed. then went to class. chaos cos no teacher. went to toilet slack. then went back class. wanted to crap with peifang. but saw ms shyam coming. then go back seat. blehs~ she told us our total overall. and said some things. to end up all her lessons for the year. then after that was home ec. mdm aishah came. people went play scrabble. but i thought it was just a stupid and boring game. didn`t bother. crapped with peifang. later recess. did nothing. then go see the JC and poly posters. talking crap. blehs~ went assemble. stupid idiots talk stupid idiotic stuffs. went back to class. english. peifang wanted to ask for year overall, but i ain`t interested. knew i get C6. lols~ no point asking. then i stand up, then she say she move. so end up didn`t ask. anyway, i expect C6 lah. if you call me ask maths, i`ll ask. i`ll only ask for good things. not bad things. then later mrs yeo ownself come. and told me my essay was so really that damn lousy that one of the moderators wanted to give me a 5 out of 30. ahh! then she was interrupted by her students. so she went off, without completing what she wanted to say about the other moderator. so i was left there, thinking... reflecting.. then i just came to this conclusion that english is gonna do me in one day. first, it was maths. the reflex angle. i didn`t understand what is reflex. so i lost 1 or 2 marks. then geography too. about those maps thing. asking what congruent or whatever. and at that time, i didn`t know what was congruent. and again, i lost marks to it. now, it`s as well the whole essay. and i failed literature too. damn it! i`ve never ever passed any literature final examinations before. i really did my best for it. but i just had to fail it. what kind of sucking theory is this. i worked so hard. but i just couldn`t do it. hais~ it`s totally different from geography. i completely gave up on geography in the 1st semester and ended up with a 63.5%. but i told myself to work hard for literature. no matter how much i don`t understand about it, yet in the end, i`ve proven myself the fact that i can`t do it. in fact, i didn`t even give up. say whatever you want, but my level of understanding is low. anyway, teaching english by giving exercises isn`t for me. those stupid exercises have nothing to do with the examinations. so i do well in those stupid exercises. and went it comes to examinations with a totally different format from those stupid exercises, i do badly or FAIL. so next time, i think i`ll have to learn english through mathematics or science or any other subjects. why can we learn mathematics, science, literature, history, geography thru english, but not learn english thru those subjects? haix~ anyway, later was CME. most of the girls got A for it. and only 1 desperate guy got A. which is nicholas. lols~ then was talking about j tan. about fats issues. then some lame people like ruimin and gang, went to toilet during history to try out the clearasil thing? lols~ and i was wondering why they wash face wash so slow. hahas~ took so long. was history already at that time. ms ker came to ask if me and peifang staying in same class next year. told her we haven`t decide. haix.. streaming just sucks~ later decided to ask her stupid questions. asked her if she teaching sec 3 history next year. and she said she not sure yet. then she asked if she teach, will we still take history? and she said no? i nodded my head and said would take lah. but anyway, i can`t take literature. lols~ then later she walked to my table there. took my watch up, and asked if it was mine.. er. guess that was stupid. lols~ later she came to me and told me to remember to wear my watch to the assembly. lols~ oh yeah. i remember. i think during english. nicholas was trying to get into the class from the back. but i didn`t bother. just sort of squeezed him with that table. and laughed at him. then he somehow managed to get into the class. he looked at me, and asked me, "what`s so funny?" like as if i laugh, is his business. blehs~ i have the freedom to laugh okaes! hmph! think he`s so great ah? blehs.. always only do stupid things in class. later went assembly. no more gallery le. this time must go hall. long time no go gallery. i`ll miss the gallery. hahas~ so assembly was stupid crap talk about the clearasil things. blahs... wasted almost 1hour plus. blehs. if not can go home at 1 o'clock liao. later they talked about the 5 mins of fame. blehs~ stupid lah.. anyway, that`s our last effort as a class, i guess. hope can take part? lols. but i guess we would probably do stupid things... hais~~~ so nothing else today. ahhhhhh!
i failed once again @ 3:09:00 pm
