Wednesday, September 13, 2006
they weren't supposed to be substitutes, but then it was due to perception problems. now, it's like a temporary shelter, or rather, a rubbish chute. rubbish chute with things that no one wants, conditions that no one favours, it's all full of crap.
it all seemed like a bribery...
or betrayal, or just blackmail.
now, there's one thing holding me back. i think i can only say 'let nature take its own course'. what else can i do? term 3 physics practicals sucked like hell, they were major headaches for me. i have totally no clue how to go about doing them at all. in the end, i got like even better marks for semester 1 practicals. yes, ever since i made up my mind about dropping physics, now this thing is happening. what the heck?
life is like sin/cos graphs, full of ups & downs, or just bumps on the road.
i failed social studies. not exactly happy about it. =/
at least there's a second chance this friday.
hills of homework today. 1st priority, english! -.- never mess with her. LOL! haven't touched physics, not sure if i should do. haven't done chinese too. not interested to do combined humanities... but gonna try doing maths though.
afternoon remedials aren't successful at all, it's so evident.
totally fed up. not bothered talking at home. no one i can talk to at all. explains why i'm so silent in class. last time, i bothered to quarrel, now i don't even wanna waste my saliva.
SHE just said 'repeat sec 3 jiu chan la' cos i was USING the computer when she wanted to PLAY the computer games. i'm not one to be messed with, if i'm really irritated, i'll seriously 'repeat sec 3' then YOU know. specially cos of what you said. mind what you say. i think i'm still living in the early 1900s, no computer, schooling without e-learning. SHE doesn't believe i'm using online resources. all THEY ever think is 'play games lah'. THIS, i'm totally fed up. it's not like THEY are blind or deaf. NOW, if they are gonna irritate me by saying 'repeat sec 3 jiu chan la' non-stop... there are consequences for everything!
i failed once again @ 5:41:00 pm