Monday, December 18, 2006
im still procrastinating! =]
sorry, im just trying to make it sound like a good thing.
went out with my mother again, to bukit panjang plaza.
she bought a whole load of clothes, for herself.
i still cant find a suitable bag lah...
Central Banks!
that's supposed to be my topic for economics project.
but i dont feel like doing it... or at least not yet.
its so hard to study in singapore, so much competition.
i dont feel like doing this piece of work, but i feel very guilty.
especially since this is mr G's work... and a subject that i like.
he told me that im hardworking, and advised me not to slack.
maybe i should stop all this crap.. and wake to my senses!
everything seems to be so difficult to me now...
BLAH!
im so fortunate to live near the old school building.
bumped into ms latimer today, and i didnt know lah.
cos i took of my spectacles as it was misty..
then i saw this lady, without my spectacles on.
after she walked past me, that person exclaimed 'Hi!'
and i was shocked. then i realised its ms latimer.
then only did i mumble a 'Hi' in return to hers...
my crow scolded my pig because it was too my-crow-scold-pig to be seen with the naked eye.
feeling guilty. feeling bad. feeling extremely uneasy.
all my fault for procrastinating so much.
why the heck did i even started slacking?
i gotta work hard towards my dream college!
even during PSLE.. i wasn't sure if i would qualify to enter this school.
it was only until i received my results that i was abit surprised.
but still... i have underperformed. its below my standard.
thanks to not studying & playing all day long!
Damn. jingwei is such a lazy person, such a slacker.
i only have 2 options. forget about acjc or forget about slacking.
i wanna choose the latter, but am i ready to do so?
let me research on central banks!
a way to start me off. =]
there's no motivation for me to study.
i hope... 1 day, it will stop raining.
and i hope that day will come soon!
i failed once again @ 9:31:00 pm
